After finding love

Everybody loves writing about searching for love, about the inevitable journey that we all go through, searching through years and faded memories for the one who will stop time and cover us in love and tranquility. But no one writes about what happens after you find love. What changes? Will you still be the rebel that breaks rules in the name of love? Will the fire inside you diminish? We all believe that love will make us experts in feelings, that it will make us wise. But after finding love…I believe that you will become clumsy and at times even more reckless than before. You will stumble over feelings and uncertainty and knock your head against walls of mistakes. But for every petal that will fall down from your flower, another will grow back. Love is hard and at times painful but it’s also beautiful and capable of filling every crack in your soul with gold. It will make you scream and drown in oceans of tears but it will be the only thing holding your feet to the ground while your head is in the clouds. After finding love you slow down and enjoy the road.


Iubire si serenitate

Deci, eu sunt intr-o relatie de doi ani si ceva. Vad atatia oameni care considera ca intr-o relatie trebuie sa ai fluturasi in stomac mereu, ca inima trebuie sa-ti bata tare cand vezi persoana iubita, ca trebuie sa dormiti cu picioarele incolacite si ca mutatul impreuna o sa te faca sa te simti in al noualea cer.

Dar nu e asa, cel putin nu pentru mine.

Fluturasii se opresc dupa un timp, inima ta nu o mai ia razna cand ii vezi, in schimb, totul devine calm si protector. Cand va luati in brate simti cum inima ta bate incet, si sunetul respiratiei lor te poarta catre confort. Nu se mai simte ca o abundenta de emotii, se simte ca…acasa.

Nu mai dormiti imbratisati in fiecare noapte, cu picioarele incolacite atat de tare incat nu mai stii care sunt ale tale si care sunt ale lui.

In schimb, dormiti confortabil, unul langa celalalt, cateodata spate in spate. Dar in fiecare noapte, te trezesti cocolosindu-te langa el. Il iei de mana sau ii mangai parul pana adoarme, iar el te tine in brate cateva minute.

Saruturile nu mai sunt tot timpul romantice si pline de pasiune. Dar devin atat de diverse. Saruturi reci atunci cand mancati inghetata, sarututi lipicioase din cauza siropului pentru clatite, saruturile de ”plec acum, ne vedem mai tarziu”, saruturile de ”noapte buna” si tot asa.

Iubire nu e intotdeauna ca o flacara imensa ce te invaluie si te face rebel si pasional, iubirea e serenitate.

Paradis etern

M-ai luat de mana, ti-a lipit buzele de gatul meu, ti-ai asezat inima ta peste a mea si ti-ai trasat initialele tale cu degetul pe spatele meu. Mi te-ai daruit in doze mici si cu pasi marunti. M-am indragostit de tine la fiecare pas. Ai devenit scaparea mea dintr-o lume imbibata cu ura si egoism, mi-ai oferit un loc in pieptul tau si m-am scufundat prea adanc in inima ta. Pentru mine tu esti paradis etern.

It’s about you

It’s not about them or about anybody else, it’s about you! You’re so afraid of commitment that you can’t think straight. You just think that the other person will appear and magically make everything better. They can’t do that, they’re only human! Don’t indulge in sappy, romantic ilusions that have been imprinted in your mind by hundreds of rom-coms, that’s not what love is about! Love doesn’t consist of boxes of chocolates, drunken sex, pebbles in the window, and romantic kisses at the airport. Love is about sacrifice, about putting the other person first, it’s about the fights you have, the tears you spill, the doubts that somehow creep inside your mind, the late night talks and every other small thing that makes love beautiful. And even if sometimes it may hurt, it may make you insane, it’s all worth it. And if you’re gonna start running from love just because you think it’s supposed to be some magical, sparkly, pink potion that will make you fly above cloud 9 then you’re gonna miss out on an amazing ride through life.

When I first met you…

When I first met you, you smelled like nicotine and cologne, I smelled like coffee and old books.

When I first met you, I saw stars in your eyes, you saw pain in mine.

When I first met you, you spoke so smoothly and easy, I was choking on my words.

When I first met you, you already knew I was the one, I denied it.

When I first met you, you were brave, I was scared.

When I first met you, you tried to get closer, I tried to get further.

When I first met you, you wanted to see the world, I wanted to hide.

When I first met you, you wanted to love, I wanted to disappear

When I first met you, you fell in love and so did I.

I love you!

I love the way we talk about everything, I love the way I have to get on my tippy toes to kiss you, I love the way you play the guitar, I love your sense of humor, I love how you  remeumber important dates, I love how you notice small things about me, I love how your eyes sparkle when you talk about something you really like, I love your playfulness, I love your laziness, I love the fact that you’re honest with me, I love your stunning smile, I love your child moments, I love how you take more time to get ready than me XD, I love the fact that you treat me like a kid sometimes, I love the way you care about me, I love the way you play with my hair, I love even the times you tickle me, I love the fact that you text me goodnight every night, I love that we can’t stay mad at eachother, I love it when you cook, I love the way you eat, I love the fact that you’re smart, I love the fact that you’re silly, I love the way you love your leather jacket XD. I love the fact that you understand me, I love the fact that you put up with me being a drama queen sometimes, I love all the nicknames you gave to me, I love the fact that you are also my best friend, I love that you love me, I love that you are with me, I love the fact that I know you, I love the fact that you exist, I LOVE YOU!